“[My fans have] been through the same sh*t and it's OK to not be OK sometimes. I’m kind of unintentionally being the voice of … being a little emo,” she notes. “You can see numbers streaming. You can see Youtube views going up. But seeing people in real life and connecting with them and hearing why certain songs connected to their life. It makes me really emotional and I almost cry every time I talk to a fan.”Aside fromSelf Portrait drops on New Year's Day, so we'll try to prepare our nerves to be better equipped come 2020.ContentView Iframe URLLet us slide into your DMs.Sign up for theTeen Voguedaily emailWant more fromTeen Vogue? Check this out: “I’m excited for people to see the season. We’ve been filming it right now for the past year and a half, two years because of COVID,” Caleb told the publication. (Production for the season wasmomentarily halted in March 2020 The video shows Olivia reminiscing about a guy, imagining their good times together, all the time reconciling with the fact that she's just not into the guy she's currently seeing. We see cutesy shots of the past couple taking photos with one another and practicing skateboarding outside, all while Olivia sings, "I used to love him, he used to love me / Yeah we go way, way, way, way, back." Anyone who's ever struggled with moving past a pretty perfect relationship will be able to relate.